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10/24/24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

oh my gosh I forgot I even had this up LOL HAI JOURNAL!!!!!!!!!! a lot has changed in five years! some good things some awful things, but I'm still kicking! 

  = exe 

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8/26/2019 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i haven't updated my journal in a LONG time! 
worked on my website a lot 2day. it's very ugly LOL but that's I like it, babe!
been super busy but looking forward to some stuff coming up. rn i'm exhausted. Zzz.

  = exe 

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5/10/2019 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

my best friend is with me at my apartment for a while and I'm so fucking happy!!!
I got bit by a tick today. it was kinda cool. hope I don't get sick!
show went well today. I hope the rest are just as good.
life is okay. but I'm so tired. finals are hard. school wants to see me struggle.

  = exe 

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5/7/2019 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

i need to learn that social media interaction is not an indication of quality. i'm obsessed with people liking my shit and it's not good for me! i have to convince myself that i make good shit no matter what people think of it. my desire to put shit on the internet is not an inconvenience, no matter what! 

some day I'll believe that!

i'm excited for tomorrow and i hope it is perfect and good!

also me and my pal nate got told to 'cease' at the mall by a mall cop while doing a marketing survey for class. it was kinda cool and i don't know why.

  = exe 

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